by Jess Evans
May 6, 2019
Sleep Monsters is not only a great AR team name, it is also an intriguing phenomenon during long races. When I was first introduced to this term ten years, I literally thought people were having nightmares as they walked through the woods at night. I was hoping I would never be that person who succumbed to nightmares during a race. My imagination was enough. I have a different understanding of “sleep monsters” now that I have done several multiday races and have endured the long, exhausting hours at night. I see some fantastical beasts like elephants, giant stags, dragons, and dinosaurs, but never anything that is truly scary to me. Often the way our lights pick up trees or shrubs and create shadows assists with the spotting of these amazing creatures.
My most recent experience was during the Untamed New England AR in 2018. We were starting the paddling section on the first night. My canoe partner had just taken a caffeine pill and was talking more than I have ever heard him talk in the last 6 years of racing together. I endured a constant barrage of questions and tales, but it did help to keep us awake on this slow river paddle. As his caffeine began to wear off and silence stretched between us, I started seeing the forest along the banks come alive with creatures that were not there. A huge dinosaur stood the length of the river bank. Then a witch sat placidly among some branches. As soon as I see something out of the ordinary on the bank or in the water, I focus my light on it and stare intently, if I can. My tired brain slowly takes in what I an actually seeing. Eventually the image fades away into branches and tree trunks.
I have often thought that I could not do an adventure race over night by myself due to my imagination. I have done a few where the race ended at midnight. It was difficult at first to be out by myself, but I have begun to feel more comfortable. However, I will not even entertain the idea of doing a multiday race as a solo. That would most likely end with me losing my mind by morning of the second night. Those who can do that have excellent mind obedience. As AR racers, make sure you enjoy the night hours for the mystery it brings, but also keep your body and mind safe. The sun will eventually rise.